teehee

2010-01-15T23:34:00.000-08:00

Just thought that i could continue posting here after an almost one year hiatus xD

2009-01-21T07:42:00.000-08:00

thanks for ignoring me... that really help...

2009-01-08T11:52:00.000-08:00

yo yo!!! XD

here i am in the middle of the night.... rushing on my homeworks.... later still got 2 test....

i am so dead... but its okay... i will survive....

ha ha lols....

to xy: nah... i not angry lah.... just sad only... but its over, so its okay... XD

2009-01-04T06:12:00.000-08:00

ARGH!!!!

@#$%@ BEE--YOTCH.....

INSENSITIVE FREAK!!!! BLOODY H*LL?!?

WHY MUST YOU SHOUT IT OUT??? EVEN IF U SAW IT U CAN VERY WELL JUST KEEP YOUR BIG MOUTH SHUT RIGHT?? WHY MUST U SAY IT OUT LOUD???my gosh... i dunno why am i so worked up this time... i am supposed to have come to terms with the fact... but why am i still so sad?? like this is the first time i cried because of this....

T.T

to xy : i rather u not tell me that she did that.... cus i won't have known would i??

gah!!

T.T

a great start to the whole new school year....

2009-01-02T20:17:00.000-08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!

whees.... have been in mixed feelings the past few days, can't help it can i? (of course....) like this is ''THE YEAR'' of my life cus its the 'ooooooo' level....then school started.... heres it:

6.00 a.m.-wake up... (AH?!? too late for breakfast :()
6.30 a.m.-board the bus...so many ppl.... ai yoh... i dun wanna tyoe out everything.... but one thing.....

I TOTALLY FORGOT THAT I AM A SEC 4 A FEW TIMES DURING THE DAY.... HA HA ..AMAZING RIGHT?? hehe XD
oh... i miss all my friends man....

and we dived right into preaching session about oooooo level....and feel like we could choke on the amount of work for the first time... but it will be okay... i promise myself i will not slack this year....

STAY POSTITIVE!!!

2008-12-18T08:03:00.000-08:00

gosh!! i should stop wavering!
how do ppl just get to make the decision that they want so quickly?
how do u make a goal?
how in the world do u decide what u want to do next time?

i am envious of those ppl who a clear view in theri mind of their future.mine is like so hazy....

contemplating....
sad life....
why are the ppl around me talking about such stuffs to me?everyone is like into the same thing and preaching about how good it is... but i guess they don't really noe me? nobody really does... not even mommy....

can some kind soul answer this question:
快乐到底是怎么样??

bete noire...

2008-12-17T08:12:00.000-08:00

yoo!!!
i shall say some thing b4 i disappear for a very long time!!! =]
i love my bed!!! haha that was random!!! but i really do!!! teehee=]
guess thats me!!! i shall complete 10 exam papers for each subjects b4 the hols end!!!
i promise myself!!!
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these days so boring but thanks to my neighbours, they brighten my life man!!! esp maverick!!! =] sooo cute, joey!!! ha ha thanks!!! =]
night ppl. ^^

too-ddles!! =]

2008-12-15T20:53:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! ~~

love to annoy my mom by singing christmas songs XD. ha ha... =p have been doing it in diif versions she should be happy lors... ha ha cus i only do that for her... tahaaa

love this pic... cus of the dreamy look of it! (not cus of the ppl in it... XD)

thats taken at d class bbq... nice bbq.. pretty much enjoyed myself.... ai yo... i dunno what to blog

abt. tok tok here also no response... haihs... seriously this simply does not suit my character much...

ho ho ho... i'm off to miss no good...

tooddles

whees....

2008-10-11T09:15:00.000-07:00

whees..... finally it is after exams... feel relieved...loads of things happened this two weeks, felt like a tornado just swept within me

so sian... yes i know the world is suppose to be unfair, but there is also no need to make it so obvious.There's the thought there the whole day...the care she shower him with...there is nobody to screw up his day for him... if it were me, it would be a complete diferent story.nobody cried excep me... always so difficult to pacify her.
i figured that a few more times and i will really go bonkers, but then again, who would care? especially not her... try so hard to be happy every single day, but all they do is throw shite at me, with perfect aiming... BLEAH... =P

ha ha!!

2008-09-22T05:20:00.001-07:00

yeah!! i thought after this post i shall condemn my labbie till until after exams...

haha finally finished my chinese project!!!=]

hey peeps!! jiayous for the bloody exams and pass with flying colours!!(literally)
i shall tell mysElf not to think about stupid stuffs anymores!!=]

SMILE!!=]

ha ha!!

2008-09-22T05:20:00.000-07:00

My Chinese project; my surname.

2008-09-22T03:05:00.000-07:00

The above picture is taken from wikipedia.=]

我是杨佩漩, 姓杨, 名佩漩, 是福建人.

楊姓是现时中国第六大姓氏，在「百家姓」中排第16。根據户籍管理部门的“全国公民身份信息系统”（NCIIS），楊姓也是第六大姓。根據1977年中國史學家李棟明，在《東方雜誌》發表的一篇有關「姓」的論文上指出，楊姓是全球華人十大姓之一。此姓氏在越南亦有分佈，約佔當地人口1%。

在做自我介紹時，通常會將「楊」稱作「木易楊」；但實際上「楊」字的右邊並非「易」，而是「昜」（音同陽）。

在新加坡, 福建人是我国华族总数的４１％.在新加坡的福建人, 多数是来自福建省,厦门,漳州还有泉州.沟通的语言是厦门话 / 厦门闽南语, 一种闽南语.福建语也是新加坡人的沟通语言,这也包括马来以及印度同胞.
早期的福建人被安定在Amoy Street 还有 Telok Ayer Street,在天福宫的附近形成聚集地.他们后来设定了氏族总部(Hokkien Huey Kuan)那里和以后扩展了对福建街和中国街道近处. 福建人是最活跃的在沿新加坡河集中的早贸易。因为早期的移居者来自中国的南部的海岸，他们在海贸易和被崇拜的一个是活跃的道士万神殿、天堂般的母亲或者"赞助人神中; 妈祖" 谁推测寻找船员。天福宫寺庙安置女神",妈祖亦称并且因而是天后宫。另一个普遍的赞助人小组神是九个皇帝神，在道士民间传说说给人民带来了和平和繁荣皇帝的记念。在一些中国新加坡人之中，至尊道士上帝，玉皇帝，被尊敬，并且他的在第9天的生日中国新年是达成协议的最大突起由他们。

DAMN?!

2008-09-10T06:07:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... bleah!! bleah!! bleah!! bleah!! blah blah blah blah blah blah
fish!! fish!! fish!! fish!! baka!! baka!! baka!!! stupid!! ssssssssssssssssssssssss bleah!!!
kukumalu!!! bleah!!!=p ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....egg egg egg egg egg egg egg!!!!
nin com poop!!!!

felt better after that whole chunk of...
but i still think i need one last one!

NIN COM POOP!!!

DEAR FRIENDS,
the above does npt refer to u, ju or you. but it refers to YOU!!(GUESS who if u wan,though i think hardly anyone would guess the whole reason...=p)

2008-09-08T19:24:00.000-07:00

Xia Yu Tian - Nan Quan Ma Ma (Lara)

love it!!
ha ha=] doing e-learning... finding it a little to too SUCKY... bleah=p

ha ha...finding myself missing wenzhen... teehee=]
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CHEERUP NATALIE!!!!!=]

2008-09-06T10:32:00.000-07:00

i guess this few days i will few very much at a loss. so please ignore me if u see me stoning. thank you!

haihs...i am recently addicted to the song "crush" by David Archuleta...i dunno why.. but i hope i stay balanced the coming few days... i sot sot already... just wanna po the lyrics...

"CRUSH" LYRICS:
I hung up the phone tonight, something happened for the first time, deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth, all I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you're all alone, all that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love, is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you, are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin', tryin' to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away, goin' away

Has it ever crossed your mind when we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See, it's just a chance we've gotta take, cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think, when you're all alone, all that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love, is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you, are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin', tryin' to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away, goin' away

Why do I keep running from the truth, all I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know
Do you ever think, when you're all alone, all that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love, is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you, are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin', tryin' to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away, goin' away

2008-09-04T01:17:00.000-07:00

once again, i am back to my emo-ness... haihs...... got the weird feeling about somethings... i keep forcing myself to smile nowadays... perhaps i should just turn into this 'no feelings monster'. This onslaught of events is making me go nuts and i feel numb... i shall not react violently to what so ever things that happens around me... maybe some feel that i already am like that, then i will be worst now...
我只想开心的过每一天.
i dunno how i should react to that but i just try to stay afloat...i am just dazing...
i keep gazing at that glass bottle on the sea, hoping that it will come closer to me within my reach, but all it does is just float even further away every single time i try to reach for it. should i continue trying??

i'm guessing that some people would be thinking why am i so pessimistic here.[i don't care]
i think i will continue blogging under this name.. hahas... [thats my evil twin sister]....=]

and lastly, i will study!!!!!!!!!!!!

and

continue

smiling[i shall try]...=]
stop dropping hints will u??

to alicia: this is the reply to ur card..=]
i have already given up on kentucky fried chicken, OKAY??... ha has.. thanks for ur card.=]

2008-09-01T05:58:00.000-07:00

wha ha ha ha ha..... i shall go back to teh past...

FRIDAY:

had Teachers day celebration... the programme line up was like... ohmytian...i shall not duel much in that, not worth the attention. teehee=]

After the celebration, me and alicia waited for the two busy ppl, wenzhen and raudhah...one SL-ing and the other guarding. Ha ha ha ha... [i listening to radio now, so stupid ha ha the joke so funny...] wha ha ha ha.....waited so long long long long long... but still did it and then after that went hub teh foodcourt they help me celebrated my birthday early for me....i am so touched!!!! yay!!! we finally had an outing and then we took a photo as a memorial, and they gave it to me to keep it. I AM SO TOUCHED!!! LOVE YA, W.A.R.N!!!=]

no pics for today i guess... blogger i against me... never mind then... next time.=]

SATURDAY: MY BIRTHDAY=]]

i woke up at 6:30 this morning to study, so that i can go out later, and to my utmost surprise, my DAD WAS WATCHING KOREAN DRAMA?!.... you can inagine my surprise when i saw that, cus he is the one who was complaining, and now he's watching... my gosh.... and the first thing that i said that day was OH MY TIAN!!! hahis and my dad laughed immediately i it was said that i repeatedly said my god... ha ha....that was a good start. but after mummy woke up, everything seemed to spiral downhill. and i got so pissed at the things that she said that i shot back and told her to forget about celebrating my bithday next year onwards....and i mean it at that point in time. but then i just forget about it the next day... but then obviously i was deeply hurt by what she said. i am not gonna to say what she said but then it really sucks.... but oh well i think i am suppose to suffer whenever i expect too much of my life??cried my heart out before i slept. what i hated was she woke up the next dayas if nothing had happened!!!

i promise myself that i will not let such stuffs pull me down. =] SMILE=] TEEHEE=]

iwillstayhappyformyselfandnotletyouaffectme!!!
i will study!!!

2008-08-22T17:08:00.000-07:00

BLEAH!!!!!

feel shitty right now...but its okay... 习惯成自然。just re-read the i admire u for.... paper. so nice of all of them... if only i can go again lors... or else just meet up with every one of them...i would be so glad. but it is kinda not so possible cus 2 of them are living overseas... haihs... i missed them...bleah...another reason is that i just saw something...feel faint... but as i said earlier...

i will get used to it in the months to come...but hope it will go away.... bleah...

this is dedicated to:LIM KAH HONG & TIFFANY LIM

BOTH OF YOUR BURFDAE IS ON THIS SUNDAY SO I WANT TO WISH U HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!=]

AND I HOPE THAT THEY WILL SEE THIS AND THAT STUPID LIM KAH HONG WILL STOP BULLYING ME... JUST BECAUSE U ARE 6 DAYS OLDER...=P WAH HAH HA HA HA...

THE admire u for... paper

i will study and not let myself down...

2008-08-20T05:07:00.000-07:00

yay!! today is 20082008!!! wha hahahahaha.... will totally remember today...!!!

okay lets start with today...
now...

what did i do?

what??

what???

WHAT???

MY GOSH!!! my memory sucks....but heres what i remember:

this morning woke up to my mother waking me up!!! this is a miracle!!!shall not elaborate... walked...end up in sch...started the day with eng lesson...think that it is boring sometimes...

had chem test of which i screwed...and a maths which i aced...and then e maths lesson which i slacked through the whole thing...then only did my day really started...

attended my last session of the creative music thing...bleah T.T enjoyed all the sessions...thank detha and heather from guildhall...and all the other peeps from YST...

stayed back in the i space to train my endurance of noise... nah...just joking...those guys jam-ed very impressively...but the boy playin with the mike is kinda irritating...

next, go home... dinnered and heres moi!!=]

last week: totally lost my 5% of my o level marks... haihs...i dunno how am i gonna survive the EOY but i will push myself harder... stupid bio spa...i screwed it up big time!!! and i mean BIG as in BIG... HAIHS... and the rest that is less traumatising i can't remember the details... tahaa=] i just love to dots...... teehee=]

i promise to be obedient and dun make u angry... i guess that is my birthday wish...

2008-08-07T16:12:00.000-07:00

YAY!!! i finally can blog!

bleah...teehee=] actually i was just a little tiniwini bit lazy to blog lars....

dun noe whats wrong with me this few weeks?? have been veri short tempered...

apologies to those i offended... bleah..xD...esp my mummy...tahaa, always have to put up with me, THESLEEPINGQUEEN ,haha...get scolded a lot these daes for falling a sleep while doing my work... teehee=] gots the feeling that someones been avoiding me... dun noe why....THANKUDAAAADDYYYYY!! for bein so understanding to me...ha ha i noe i very random... just saw my cousins last sunday...yay!! hong hong and tiffany have the same burfdae, 24 aug, 6 daes b4 mine... teehee=] WE ARE ALL AUGUST BABIES!!! REJOICE!!! teehee=]

and this is to WARN: i dun like kfc already OKAY?! haha stop buggin moi with that can?

tahaa...wenzhen playin with my phone

ben and jordy

random

from last year...teehee=]

feng!!! playing a game and den forfeit is stickers on the face!!

he is so cute!!=]

haha...he is even more funny!! terence goldfish!!

tats all!!

ciao

2008-07-19T08:19:00.000-07:00

YAY!! i finally have the time to touch my labbie which was collecting dust already...teehee=]

yeah!!! okay i shall blog about?? OKAY GOTTIT!!!

DRUMROLL PLEASE!!!............INTRODUCING THE ONE AND ONLY.......W.A.R.N!!!

THIS GROUP CONSISTS OF: Wenzhen

Alicia

Raudhah

Natalie(me!!)

beware, for this insane group are known for their crazyness for example, me!! teehee=] i REALLY REALLY LOVE MY FRIENDS, ESPECIALLY THOSE THAT CAN STAND MY SIAONESS... TEEHEE=] AND I MY ONE AND ONLY ''LOVE'' RAUDHAH!! YAY!!!

GOSH I REALLY THANK THEM FOR ALL THEIR SUPPORT MAN BUT NOT ONLY THEM ...I STLL HAVE XIUYI AND ANGEL!!! ALWAYS LISTEN TO ME COMPLAIN...HAHA ESP ON FRIDAY!! POOR ANGEL HAVE TO BE BULLIED BY THE BIG BIG KIDDY SITTING NEXT TO HER(ME!HEHE)

APOLOGIES FOR MY MOOD SWINGS THESE DAYS MAN... HAISH...SOMETHING iS SERIOUSLY WRONG WITH ME!!! BLEAH!!....

gtg

yeah i funally posted...teehee=]

Adknowledgment

2008-06-29T14:45:00.000-07:00

okay!!!i have decided to adopt this new found habit that someone else had tried to urge us to try!!! i will adknowledge myself on a weekly basis and each time i will list down at least five.

this week's adknowledgement:

1. I have tried to apply the techniques that i learnt and also recall everything else!

2. I had cheered many up these few daes!!!

3. I have been effectively controlling my temper

4. I completed C.C and i totally enjoyed it and i don't regret it!!!
(i did reget though, for empower U that i did not put my whole into it.)

5. I made friends with a new bunch of peeps and .....THAT WAS A POSITIVE ONE!!

to end this off, i urge the rest of you to also do this as it really helps your brain to feel good about yourself and also something else..., yup thats all!!!

TEEHEE=]

SMILE=]

2008-06-28T08:20:00.000-07:00

MY gosh...this few daes i dunno wat is wrong with me?! see him i will think of him?! hahas never mind...quite piss of with some people these few daes. they really dun nid to act the way they do right? DAMN pissed off. like wat the?! hahas!! okays. i am not trying to point out specific people but then these are just my views: they act as if they whole world is what they think we are, and then just act like the spokesperson and this really irritates me!!! Besides this, there are others who just act as if they are really desperate to see them selves accepted into somewhere?? i mean, don't be so pathetic!!!its okay if you dun mean what you say! but then just don't keep acting like you really care!!! HYPOCRITES!!!
AHHH..... okay thats the end of all those negative stuff. teehee=] must really cheer up!!! if not i will really die of exhaust in that class.
YAY!!! RAUDHAH is coming back to sch on mon!!! like, FINALLY!!!
haihs......i really miss him man...
SMILE GIRL!!! TEEHEE=]
THANKS, ANGEL!!!
ENERGY FLOWS, WHERE THE ATTENTION GOES!!!=]
REALLY MISS MY S4L PEEPS, ESP THADDEUS

2008-06-23T07:24:00.000-07:00

YAY!!! i really mean yay!! school's back and all the crap stuff are back....irritating ppl and everything...HAHA nah never mind=] so long they don't really step on my tail can already tahaaa=] tail's a metaphor...
bleah XD really really worried about raudhah todae....damn distracted..muahaaaaaaaaaaaa...bleah
GET WELL SOON GIRL!!
shall say something that i saw some time ago...haihs...everybody seems to have changed man... including myself and i hope it is for the better... dont really noe y some of them say certain things when they certainly don't mean it at all...nah i shall not dwell on sad stuff now...stay happy man!!
hahahaha!!! was really happy when i saw that alicia found that piece of paper funny...taahaa=]
whaaa...I REALLY, REALLY,REALLY TERRIBLY MISSES MY S4L 8035 CLASSMATES!!! you guys are defiitely much better than my own sch classmates!!!
to that guy: hey!! must remember me hors...teehee=]

SUNDAES are NICE....=]

2008-06-22T03:53:00.000-07:00

bleah!! today is the last dae of the june hols and i have not finish my work!!! ahh......aft all the classes i am determine to change from my old ways man!! CHANGE!!! lalalala=] teehee=] even if i feel left out from my class, i noe that i will always have a group of friends and buddaes that will always be by my side man!!!! tahaaa...dunno y i am so so emotional today.....

yesh to that person somewhere out there: hey!!! must remember me hors, kays?? good luck 4 your studies man.....=]

sigh....today is your last dae here? probaly.....lahaaaaa!!!!

i love my s4l class peeps!! and definitely including thaddeus!!!!=] TEEHEE=]

teehee=] moi first post!!!!!

2008-06-09T18:12:00.000-07:00

haha=]!!! this is moi very very first post!!! yeah=] the noob here don't

really noe how to but just did it.....teehee=]